The weed helps me forget and sleep, but I know it can’t be my long term solution
If someone had told me a week ago what my life would be like today, I wouldn’t have believed them. When I imagined my 21st birthday, I thought it would involve alcohol, happiness, my friends and my love. Boy, was I wrong. Sometimes you can’t have any expectations, because it only makes things worse. Sometimes you have to embrace the sadness, let it consume you, and the move on. You have to let the heartbreak make you into a stronger person. You can’t rely on anyone when it comes to your happiness.
